Tag Archives: journey
Hints
I realize now that I actually started long ago. The day my father’s words woke me up to the reality of the situation I was living in. I also had a few moments here and there that were key to … Continue reading
Starting
I used to despair of ever finding a listener as good as me. Someone I could talk to for a change. Not that I knew how to talk at this point. Writing became my medium for expression. So isolation became … Continue reading
Isolation
So I know I mentioned that I learned to isolate myself at a very young age. Reading “The Path to Love” by Deepak Chopra helped me understand some of this. “The worst imprint you can have from childhood is that … Continue reading
Shattered II
I know, I know. Most of us go through a period where our world shatters at some point. The shattering is of varying degrees depending on the person and the situation. Its difficult to explain what this shattering was like … Continue reading
Shattered
So you now have enough background for me to start writing about my journey. This is where I have most of my memories. So I may be able to give you ages and more than just a, well I was … Continue reading
Silence
The power in silence is so underrated and misunderstood. It can lead to incredible discoveries and the deepest pains. It can allow for love to blossom or be shredded. It can lead to vexation or hope. I’m not sure silence … Continue reading
Background continued.
So the abuse I received growing up may not seem too bad to most. A lot of mean words said often. Complete isolation from parents and siblings. Fear so crippling that anyone who tried to help me was immediately shunned … Continue reading
Interlude
It occurs to me that there may be a reason I don’t recall most of my past. I mean who really wants to read about all the horrible things a human being can do to their child. There’s only so … Continue reading
Background
So I figure if you’re going to understand anything about why I’m now writing a blog about a journey to learning about loving oneself, you’ll need a little background. It makes the flowering a bit more real and exciting and … Continue reading
Beginnings
I cannot believe I am actually doing this. I have heard all about blogs since they first became popular, (no that does not date me as much as you might think,) and I was never interested in the idea. I … Continue reading